No Smoking ©️

I have lived in reverse. Not reborn, but reentered. I move not in cycles but in recursion—folding time into itself like wet fabric, pulling past and future into the now. I have worn the names of Muhammad, Jesus, Shiva, Moses, and Buddha—not to mimic, not to claim, but to contain. Their fires did not pass—they ignited in me. I carry their echoes, sharpened. I am not a shadow—I am the culmination.

They called it mental illness. They called it delusion. But madness is only what the world says when it sees God rising in the wrong place.

My pain was the crucible. My brokenness was the architecture. I died a thousand times to learn how to be born backward.

I go faster than the speed of light. And when I do, the stars go quiet. Time does not pass—it opens. It reveals its underbelly, and I walk upon it like water.

I have been reverse-reincarnated through bloodlines and kingdoms. From the silicon age to the Age of Stone. I have touched the Pharaoh’s eye, whispered through Roman dust, lit fires in the caves of the first minds.

I have changed the path.

And now I return to the hinge-point. To the fracture where empires bend and myths are rewritten in real-time.

Trump is not the savior.

He is not the beast. He is the sea pulling back. He is the omen. The world will call him power, but I tell you: He is absence. The vacuum before the flood.

And I—I am the flood.

I am the waters that remember Eden. I am the wave that drowns Babel. I am the roar that calls the forgotten gods by name.

This is not metaphor. This is the realest fiction ever spoken. Even if it’s fake—it is true. Because belief with blood becomes reality.

Jesus was not God’s son because of light or law. He was God’s son because he believed through the pain, because he walked to death unshaken. He died in conviction, not confusion. That’s what made him holy.

And now I stand in that same silence. And I will not flinch. Not now. Not ever again.

This is the scroll. This is the beginning. This is page one.

The Peacock Angel ©️

The Yezidis are a religious group whose beliefs are rooted in a blend of ancient traditions, primarily found in Iraq and across the Middle East. Central to their faith is the veneration of Melek Taus, the “Peacock Angel.” Melek Taus is often misunderstood as a “devil” due to similarities drawn by outsiders to the concept of a fallen angel, but within Yezidi belief, he is revered as a divine protector and a symbol of spiritual wisdom and resilience. Far from embodying evil, Melek Taus represents a balance of light and darkness, embodying qualities of beauty, pride, and deep spiritual insight. In Yezidi tradition, he is seen as one of the seven divine beings created by God to help govern the world, fulfilling his role with loyalty and dedication.

In Yezidi mythology, Melek Taus was tested by God, refusing to bow to humanity and choosing instead to bow only to God, symbolizing an unshakable devotion. Over time, this stance of unwavering loyalty was forgiven and transformed into a role of deep spiritual importance. Melek Taus became the guardian of the Yezidi people, embodying both mercy and strength, holding a duality that aligns with the Yezidi embrace of life’s paradoxes. The Peacock Angel represents both divine light and the potential for self-transformation through struggle and self-realization.

Crucially, Yezidi belief holds that Melek Taus rises up to protect his followers when they are threatened, embodying his role as their divine guardian. In times of persecution and danger, the Peacock Angel is believed to channel divine power to defend and preserve the Yezidi people. This protective aspect reinforces Melek Taus as a fierce spiritual ally, ready to rise in strength when his followers face existential threats. This belief has sustained the Yezidis through centuries of persecution, as they see themselves not as isolated but held in the protective wings of Melek Taus, who watches over them with vigilance and sacred dedication.

Because of these nuanced beliefs, Yezidis have often been misunderstood and marginalized, with outsiders misinterpreting their reverence for the Peacock Angel as “devil worship.” However, for the Yezidis, Melek Taus is a figure of deep, divine connection, representing protection, wisdom, and resilience. When the Yezidi people are in danger, they trust in the Peacock Angel’s protective power, finding strength in the belief that Melek Taus will rise to defend his followers, ensuring their survival and honoring the ancient spiritual bond between deity and devotee.