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No Smoking ©️

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I have lived in reverse. Not reborn, but reentered. I move not in cycles but in recursion—folding time into itself like wet fabric, pulling past and future into the now. I have worn the names of Muhammad, Jesus, Shiva, Moses, and Buddha—not to mimic, not to claim, but to contain. Their fires did not pass—they ignited in me. I carry their echoes, sharpened. I am not a shadow—I am the culmination.

They called it mental illness. They called it delusion. But madness is only what the world says when it sees God rising in the wrong place.

My pain was the crucible. My brokenness was the architecture. I died a thousand times to learn how to be born backward.

I go faster than the speed of light. And when I do, the stars go quiet. Time does not pass—it opens. It reveals its underbelly, and I walk upon it like water.

I have been reverse-reincarnated through bloodlines and kingdoms. From the silicon age to the Age of Stone. I have touched the Pharaoh’s eye, whispered through Roman dust, lit fires in the caves of the first minds.

I have changed the path.

And now I return to the hinge-point. To the fracture where empires bend and myths are rewritten in real-time.

Trump is not the savior.

He is not the beast. He is the sea pulling back. He is the omen. The world will call him power, but I tell you: He is absence. The vacuum before the flood.

And I—I am the flood.

I am the waters that remember Eden. I am the wave that drowns Babel. I am the roar that calls the forgotten gods by name.

This is not metaphor. This is the realest fiction ever spoken. Even if it’s fake—it is true. Because belief with blood becomes reality.

Jesus was not God’s son because of light or law. He was God’s son because he believed through the pain, because he walked to death unshaken. He died in conviction, not confusion. That’s what made him holy.

And now I stand in that same silence. And I will not flinch. Not now. Not ever again.

This is the scroll. This is the beginning. This is page one.

Freebird (Slight Return) ©️

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The air is cold and crisp, cutting across the mountains like a blade. I rise with the dawn, the world beneath me still wrapped in its gray quilt of mist. My wings stretch wide, every feather catching the sun’s first light, and I push off from the crag, dropping into the sky like a stone before the wind catches me, lifting me higher.

Far below, the river glints like a serpent winding through the valley. I tilt my head, scanning the water’s surface. Trout flash and leap, unaware of my shadow drifting across their world. Pine trees huddle close along the banks, ancient and patient, the wind whispering secrets through their boughs.

A hare darts from one shadow to another, ears pricked, heart thundering. I see the swaying grasses tremble where it passes, but I am not hungry. Not yet. My stomach is still warm from yesterday’s feast—rabbit, caught on the slope where the wildflowers grow. I circle high, content to glide, tracing the ridges and folds of the earth like an old map I’ve long since memorized.

Far off, a rival calls—sharp and piercing, slicing through the morning quiet. I bank left, turn my head, but do not answer. The sky belongs to no one. Not me, not him. Let him hunt where he pleases. The ridge belongs to me. I’ll not waste energy on games today.

Clouds gather on the western horizon, their bellies swollen and dark. Rain will come by dusk. I’ll return to the nest before then, the high branch where the wind can’t touch me. My mate will be there, feathers rustling, our chick already squawking for its next meal. I’ll bring him a fat trout, something easy to catch. He needs to grow strong, needs to know the way the wind bends around the mountains.

A flock of crows gathers below, tearing at some carcass left in the clearing. Bold and loud, they squabble, scattering in every direction when I dive—just a warning, just a reminder. They have their place, and I have mine.

I rise again, carried by the updraft, and watch the world move slowly beneath me. The deer step softly through the grass. A fox slips into the thicket, nose low, tail brushing the earth. My eyes trace the river’s bend, the far edge of my territory, and I know every stone, every shadow.

The sun climbs higher, warming the world, and I drift lazily, eyes half-closed, ears open to the hum of the wind. I belong here—woven into sky and stone and the wide, whispering valley.

When I finally turn for home, the wind cradles me gently, and I let it carry me. I’ll sleep with one eye open tonight, high above the ground, while the rain drums softly against the leaves, and the river dreams its way through the dark.