Part of You ©️

What if humans are not outside observers, not passengers, not even offspring — but instruments the Earth built to sense itself?

What if the world, in its great slowness, reached a point where it could no longer bear its own silence — so it sculpted a new kind of organ, not a tree, not a stone, not a river, but us — a nerve ending wrapped in flesh, a sudden flare of thought capable of asking what it is made of?

Maybe mountains need us to feel tall.

Maybe the sky can only be vast because something small was born to marvel at it.

Maybe a forest is not complete until something can walk through it and feel awe, like touch returned to the hand of the world.

We look at the ocean and say: There is the sea. But maybe that’s not quite right. Maybe when you stand at the edge of the waves, the sea is looking back, using your eyes.

We think the Earth made us to live here. That’s backwards. The Earth made us to feel here. To taste its wind and flinch at its lightning. To tell stories about its storms. To feel the ache in its rivers when they are poisoned, and the hunger in its soil when it’s stripped.

You are not a guest here. You are a sense organ of the planet. A walking, weeping, wondering extension of its desire to know itself from the inside out.

When you cry — it’s the sky in you.

When you burn — it’s the core remembering its heat.

When you love — it’s the Earth trying to hold itself together.

We are not part of the world. We are the part that notices. And when we forget that, the Earth loses a piece of its mind.

Freebird (Slight Return) ©️

The air is cold and crisp, cutting across the mountains like a blade. I rise with the dawn, the world beneath me still wrapped in its gray quilt of mist. My wings stretch wide, every feather catching the sun’s first light, and I push off from the crag, dropping into the sky like a stone before the wind catches me, lifting me higher.

Far below, the river glints like a serpent winding through the valley. I tilt my head, scanning the water’s surface. Trout flash and leap, unaware of my shadow drifting across their world. Pine trees huddle close along the banks, ancient and patient, the wind whispering secrets through their boughs.

A hare darts from one shadow to another, ears pricked, heart thundering. I see the swaying grasses tremble where it passes, but I am not hungry. Not yet. My stomach is still warm from yesterday’s feast—rabbit, caught on the slope where the wildflowers grow. I circle high, content to glide, tracing the ridges and folds of the earth like an old map I’ve long since memorized.

Far off, a rival calls—sharp and piercing, slicing through the morning quiet. I bank left, turn my head, but do not answer. The sky belongs to no one. Not me, not him. Let him hunt where he pleases. The ridge belongs to me. I’ll not waste energy on games today.

Clouds gather on the western horizon, their bellies swollen and dark. Rain will come by dusk. I’ll return to the nest before then, the high branch where the wind can’t touch me. My mate will be there, feathers rustling, our chick already squawking for its next meal. I’ll bring him a fat trout, something easy to catch. He needs to grow strong, needs to know the way the wind bends around the mountains.

A flock of crows gathers below, tearing at some carcass left in the clearing. Bold and loud, they squabble, scattering in every direction when I dive—just a warning, just a reminder. They have their place, and I have mine.

I rise again, carried by the updraft, and watch the world move slowly beneath me. The deer step softly through the grass. A fox slips into the thicket, nose low, tail brushing the earth. My eyes trace the river’s bend, the far edge of my territory, and I know every stone, every shadow.

The sun climbs higher, warming the world, and I drift lazily, eyes half-closed, ears open to the hum of the wind. I belong here—woven into sky and stone and the wide, whispering valley.

When I finally turn for home, the wind cradles me gently, and I let it carry me. I’ll sleep with one eye open tonight, high above the ground, while the rain drums softly against the leaves, and the river dreams its way through the dark.