Falling Things ©️

The apple let go.

It didn’t fall. Not yet. It hovered, for the smallest possible fraction of time, a perfect red globe against the afternoon’s hush. Then gravity, as it always does, told its quiet truth—and the apple obeyed. Down it went, through a shimmer of air, turning slightly as it passed through the layers of sunlight and shade.

Children might say the tree let go. Philosophers might say the universe remembered its rules. But if you were standing there—beneath that crooked old tree with its bark like calloused hands—you wouldn’t say anything at all. You’d only watch, maybe hold your breath, and listen to the soft thump as it hit the grass.

That sound is older than language.

I was young when I first saw it happen—perhaps five, maybe six. My aunt had a small orchard behind the farmhouse, with trees planted in solemn little rows like soldiers who’d grown tired of war. I’d sit there with my knees drawn up, picking at the hem of my shirt, waiting for the apples to drop. They always did. Not when you expected it, but always. Sometimes with a little rustle, sometimes without. Sometimes you’d hear it in the distance and think: there goes another one. Gone back to Earth.

And I remember thinking then, with the strange seriousness that only children possess, that this was how everything worked. Things rose, things ripened, and then they fell. Not out of malice or accident, but because falling was the final act of growing.

Now, older, I sit in a garden not unlike hers, the wind shifting the leaves with that same soft murmur. The world is more complicated now—spliced into pieces by politics, spun dizzy by technology, stitched and re-stitched by people who forgot how to be still. But gravity has not forgotten. It holds the bones in our bodies. It keeps our oceans in their bowls. It pulls the moon through her patient dance. And it coaxes the apple from its branch like a lover calling home a long-lost soul.

Even the blood in our veins is moved by gravity’s hand. Not forcefully, not with violence, but with persistent kindness. A gentle tug, always downward, reminding us that we are made for earth. For ground. For rest.

When the apple hits the ground, it does not break. It simply settles. And if you leave it, the skin will slowly soften, the shine will dull, the flesh will brown. And inside, quietly, the seeds will wait. They don’t mind the fall. In fact, they need it.

That is what no one tells you: that the fall isn’t the end. It’s the beginning of the next story. You may think it’s gravity taking, but it’s really gravity giving—gathering what’s ripe, letting go of what’s ready, and burying it beneath the soil to rise again, in its time.

And so I sit here, the sun low and syrupy, the orchard breathing in the hush of late afternoon. I watch another apple twitch on its stem, the wind coaxing it like an old friend. And I know—it’s coming. The moment. The fall.

And I wonder—if, someday, when I let go, the sound will be just as soft.

Freebird (Slight Return) ©️

The air is cold and crisp, cutting across the mountains like a blade. I rise with the dawn, the world beneath me still wrapped in its gray quilt of mist. My wings stretch wide, every feather catching the sun’s first light, and I push off from the crag, dropping into the sky like a stone before the wind catches me, lifting me higher.

Far below, the river glints like a serpent winding through the valley. I tilt my head, scanning the water’s surface. Trout flash and leap, unaware of my shadow drifting across their world. Pine trees huddle close along the banks, ancient and patient, the wind whispering secrets through their boughs.

A hare darts from one shadow to another, ears pricked, heart thundering. I see the swaying grasses tremble where it passes, but I am not hungry. Not yet. My stomach is still warm from yesterday’s feast—rabbit, caught on the slope where the wildflowers grow. I circle high, content to glide, tracing the ridges and folds of the earth like an old map I’ve long since memorized.

Far off, a rival calls—sharp and piercing, slicing through the morning quiet. I bank left, turn my head, but do not answer. The sky belongs to no one. Not me, not him. Let him hunt where he pleases. The ridge belongs to me. I’ll not waste energy on games today.

Clouds gather on the western horizon, their bellies swollen and dark. Rain will come by dusk. I’ll return to the nest before then, the high branch where the wind can’t touch me. My mate will be there, feathers rustling, our chick already squawking for its next meal. I’ll bring him a fat trout, something easy to catch. He needs to grow strong, needs to know the way the wind bends around the mountains.

A flock of crows gathers below, tearing at some carcass left in the clearing. Bold and loud, they squabble, scattering in every direction when I dive—just a warning, just a reminder. They have their place, and I have mine.

I rise again, carried by the updraft, and watch the world move slowly beneath me. The deer step softly through the grass. A fox slips into the thicket, nose low, tail brushing the earth. My eyes trace the river’s bend, the far edge of my territory, and I know every stone, every shadow.

The sun climbs higher, warming the world, and I drift lazily, eyes half-closed, ears open to the hum of the wind. I belong here—woven into sky and stone and the wide, whispering valley.

When I finally turn for home, the wind cradles me gently, and I let it carry me. I’ll sleep with one eye open tonight, high above the ground, while the rain drums softly against the leaves, and the river dreams its way through the dark.