Falling Things ©️

The apple let go.

It didn’t fall. Not yet. It hovered, for the smallest possible fraction of time, a perfect red globe against the afternoon’s hush. Then gravity, as it always does, told its quiet truth—and the apple obeyed. Down it went, through a shimmer of air, turning slightly as it passed through the layers of sunlight and shade.

Children might say the tree let go. Philosophers might say the universe remembered its rules. But if you were standing there—beneath that crooked old tree with its bark like calloused hands—you wouldn’t say anything at all. You’d only watch, maybe hold your breath, and listen to the soft thump as it hit the grass.

That sound is older than language.

I was young when I first saw it happen—perhaps five, maybe six. My aunt had a small orchard behind the farmhouse, with trees planted in solemn little rows like soldiers who’d grown tired of war. I’d sit there with my knees drawn up, picking at the hem of my shirt, waiting for the apples to drop. They always did. Not when you expected it, but always. Sometimes with a little rustle, sometimes without. Sometimes you’d hear it in the distance and think: there goes another one. Gone back to Earth.

And I remember thinking then, with the strange seriousness that only children possess, that this was how everything worked. Things rose, things ripened, and then they fell. Not out of malice or accident, but because falling was the final act of growing.

Now, older, I sit in a garden not unlike hers, the wind shifting the leaves with that same soft murmur. The world is more complicated now—spliced into pieces by politics, spun dizzy by technology, stitched and re-stitched by people who forgot how to be still. But gravity has not forgotten. It holds the bones in our bodies. It keeps our oceans in their bowls. It pulls the moon through her patient dance. And it coaxes the apple from its branch like a lover calling home a long-lost soul.

Even the blood in our veins is moved by gravity’s hand. Not forcefully, not with violence, but with persistent kindness. A gentle tug, always downward, reminding us that we are made for earth. For ground. For rest.

When the apple hits the ground, it does not break. It simply settles. And if you leave it, the skin will slowly soften, the shine will dull, the flesh will brown. And inside, quietly, the seeds will wait. They don’t mind the fall. In fact, they need it.

That is what no one tells you: that the fall isn’t the end. It’s the beginning of the next story. You may think it’s gravity taking, but it’s really gravity giving—gathering what’s ripe, letting go of what’s ready, and burying it beneath the soil to rise again, in its time.

And so I sit here, the sun low and syrupy, the orchard breathing in the hush of late afternoon. I watch another apple twitch on its stem, the wind coaxing it like an old friend. And I know—it’s coming. The moment. The fall.

And I wonder—if, someday, when I let go, the sound will be just as soft.

Gods of the Dying Sun ©️

Rise now, O red earth, O bones of the sun, Split the dawn with your burning breath, Let the wind cry out from the jagged stones, Let the sky pour fire upon my flesh.

O gods of the high desert, who sleep in the dust, Who turn in the belly of the trembling hills, Who whisper through the ribs of the coyote’s song, Come forth in the hour of my calling.

I am the wanderer, the hollowed hand, The foot that treads where shadows burn, Where the river runs thin as a silver thread, Where time is swallowed by the open mouth of the sky.

Fill me with the rage of the thunderhead, With the patience of the sun-cracked stone, With the howl of the wind that gnaws the cliffs, With the hunger of roots that drink the dark.

Let the stars etch their scars on my skin, Let the sand carve my name in the endless tide, Let the heat of the earth rise through my bones, Until I am no more man than storm.

I call you forth, O watchers of the lonely hills, O keepers of the brittle moon, O nameless ones who wear the dust—Rise, rise, and enter me!

For the road is long, and the night is waiting, And I must be fierce as the desert’s breath, Sharp as the teeth of the howling wind, Strong as the stone that breaks the light.

I will not fall. I will not turn. I am the fire, the dust, the storm, And I will do what must be done.