Elegy for a Goat ©️

I wake just after dusk, throat dry like the desert wind, heart beating slow and deliberate—like a drum echoing across the empty canyons of time. I am not a man. I’m not quite a beast. I am… an idea. A whisper they tell around campfires when the tequila’s nearly gone and the fear starts to taste sweet.

They call me Chupacabra. They don’t know what that means. Not really.

I crawl out from under an abandoned trailer on the edge of nowhere—rusted, forgotten, beautiful in its ruin. The moon greets me like an old lover, cold and luminous. I crack my neck. I smile. I vanish into the mesquite and shadow.

I’ve got a thirst. Not just for blood—but for something pure. Something that pulses.

Goats tonight. Maybe. But I’m hoping for a taste of memory.

See, I don’t hunt like some rabid thing. I glide. I observe. There’s an art to it. The ranch down the hill is humming with tension. The animals are uneasy. The boy’s been drawing me in the dirt with a stick. Maybe he dreams me. Maybe I’m his imaginary friend. Or his warning.

The goat sees me. Doesn’t run. They never do. I whisper to her—soft, apologetic, like a gentleman at the gallows.

“Forgive me, darlin’. But you knew this was comin’.”

One bite. No pain. No mess. Just… relief. The soul surrenders. The blood sings. And for a moment, I remember… something human. A church bell. Laughter. The smell of peaches in a Georgia orchard.

Then it’s gone.

I disappear before the sun creeps back across the horizon like a nosy neighbor. Back to the dust. Back to the dreams of the fearful.

Tomorrow?

Tomorrow I might let them catch a glimpse. Just a flicker in the trees. A shadow on the fencepost. Enough to make ’em wonder if the legends are true.

Because I am the truth behind the legend.

And baby—I’m still very much alive.

Lost Words ©️

I stand upon the peak, where the wind howls like the voices of the fallen, where the sky bends low beneath the weight of all that has been and all that will never be. Below me, the world stretches vast and indifferent, a rolling tide of lands conquered and lives lost, yet in my chest, there is an emptiness no empire can fill.

I have razed cities to the ground, turned walls to dust, and bent the will of nations beneath my sword. But there is no force, no army, no fury of the heavens that can break the chains of the past. No blade can sever a bond already frayed by time, no siege can reclaim what was given freely and then squandered.

I cry out to the sky—to the gods who remain silent, to the spirits of the ancestors who watch from the void:

What is the worth of conquest, if the heart is a battlefield no victory can claim?

No horse can outrun the weight of what might have been. No banner can wave away the memory of hands that once reached for me, only to slip away into the abyss of their own making.

To wage war against time, against fate, against the choices already made—this is a battle even I cannot win. And so I stand, alone on the roof of the world, my war cry swallowed by the wind, knowing that some things are beyond even the reach of kings.

And this, above all, is my bitterest defeat.