Elegy for a Goat ©️

I wake just after dusk, throat dry like the desert wind, heart beating slow and deliberate—like a drum echoing across the empty canyons of time. I am not a man. I’m not quite a beast. I am… an idea. A whisper they tell around campfires when the tequila’s nearly gone and the fear starts to taste sweet.

They call me Chupacabra. They don’t know what that means. Not really.

I crawl out from under an abandoned trailer on the edge of nowhere—rusted, forgotten, beautiful in its ruin. The moon greets me like an old lover, cold and luminous. I crack my neck. I smile. I vanish into the mesquite and shadow.

I’ve got a thirst. Not just for blood—but for something pure. Something that pulses.

Goats tonight. Maybe. But I’m hoping for a taste of memory.

See, I don’t hunt like some rabid thing. I glide. I observe. There’s an art to it. The ranch down the hill is humming with tension. The animals are uneasy. The boy’s been drawing me in the dirt with a stick. Maybe he dreams me. Maybe I’m his imaginary friend. Or his warning.

The goat sees me. Doesn’t run. They never do. I whisper to her—soft, apologetic, like a gentleman at the gallows.

“Forgive me, darlin’. But you knew this was comin’.”

One bite. No pain. No mess. Just… relief. The soul surrenders. The blood sings. And for a moment, I remember… something human. A church bell. Laughter. The smell of peaches in a Georgia orchard.

Then it’s gone.

I disappear before the sun creeps back across the horizon like a nosy neighbor. Back to the dust. Back to the dreams of the fearful.

Tomorrow?

Tomorrow I might let them catch a glimpse. Just a flicker in the trees. A shadow on the fencepost. Enough to make ’em wonder if the legends are true.

Because I am the truth behind the legend.

And baby—I’m still very much alive.

Life in the High Desert ©️

There’s a rhythm to the high desert that defies time. It is a place where the world stretches infinitely, where the land holds secrets older than memory, and the sky bows low to whisper to the earth. To live here is to exist between worlds—a tangible present and an ancient, unspoken past. In the high desert, life is distilled to its raw essence, a crucible for the soul.

The mornings begin with a hush, broken only by the cries of ravens carving dark shadows across a pastel sky. The sun emerges like an ember, igniting the horizon in hues of fire and gold. In this light, the desert reveals its contradictions: sparse yet abundant, harsh yet tender. Each cactus spine, each grain of sand holds an intrinsic purpose, a role in the vast, interconnected theater of existence.

The air is different here. It carries a purity that sharpens the senses, infused with the scent of sagebrush and the metallic tang of mineral-rich soil. The wind is relentless—a sculptor of stone and mind alike. It carves patience into your spirit and humility into your bones. The desert offers no buffer from reality. It doesn’t coddle or conceal; it strips away pretense, leaving only the essential.

I learned to love its silences, which are not empty but alive with stories. In the silence, you can hear the soft crunch of a lizard scurrying across gravel or the distant howl of a coyote. You can feel the pulse of the land, steady and ancient. The desert teaches you to listen, not just with your ears but with your whole being.

There are moments of transcendence here, moments that belong to no clock or calendar. Standing on a mesa at twilight, you can feel the curvature of the earth. The stars emerge with an audacity unknown to city skies, a galaxy laid bare in breathtaking clarity. The Milky Way spills across the heavens like a ribbon of light, infinite and intimate all at once. Under this canopy, you are reminded of your place—not insignificant, but integral, a thread in a cosmic tapestry.

But the desert is not without its challenges. Its beauty is often cruel. Summer days scorch the land, the sun a merciless tyrant that drives even the hardiest creatures to seek refuge. Winters bite with an icy edge, the cold settling deep into the rocks and into you. Yet these extremes are not obstacles; they are teachers. They cultivate resilience and resourcefulness, qualities that bloom in the cracks like the delicate wildflowers after a rare rainstorm.

Water is sacred here, a treasure more valuable than gold. A single raindrop feels like a benediction, and a storm is a divine symphony. Watching rain cascade over distant mesas, you understand the fragility and tenacity of life. The desert blooms are fleeting yet eternal, a reminder that beauty often emerges from scarcity, from struggle.

Living in the high desert reshapes you. It teaches you to embrace emptiness as a form of fullness, to find abundance in simplicity. It reveals the grandeur of the unadorned and the profound joy of coexistence with the natural world. Here, the horizon is not a boundary but an invitation, an endless expanse that dares you to dream without limits.

The people of the high desert are as rugged and remarkable as the land itself. They are makers and dreamers, keepers of stories etched into skin like tattoos of time. They carry the desert in their voices, a cadence shaped by wind and grit. There is a camaraderie here, a shared understanding born of isolation and perseverance. It is a community not built on convenience, but on necessity and kinship.

To call the high desert home is to live in perpetual awe of its paradoxes and its power. It is to walk with the weight of history beneath your feet and the promise of infinity above your head. It is to become part of a landscape that is at once humbling and elevating, where every breath is a prayer and every moment is eternal.

In the high desert, you do not merely exist—you are reborn.