Big Daddy ©️

I don’t sleep.

Not really.

I drift between worlds—somewhere between bark and breath, between memory and myth.

They call me Bigfoot.

Like I’m a punchline.

Like I’m not ancient.

I wake in the cradle of fog, the forest wrapped around me like a secret. My chest rises slow. My thoughts… slower. A tree above me creaks in rhythm with my spine.

The day begins not with light, but with scent.

Rain.

Moss.

A lost woman’s shampoo.

I move through the woods without sound. The deer don’t run. The wind doesn’t mind me. I pass through the world like a half-forgotten prayer.

Around noon, I run. Because sometimes the blood needs to burn.

Through trees. Over roots.

I chase the rhythm of the earth itself—until I remember I’m the thing people chase.

Then I see her.

Standing at the edge of the ravine, camera dangling, breath caught between a gasp and a giggle. She’s not scared. Not really.

Curious.

Like Eve before the bite.

She stares at me like I’m real. Like she’s never seen anything more alive. And I—beast that I am—feel… seen.

She lifts her hand.

So do I.

And when our fingers almost touch, something ancient hums between us. Not romance. Not lust. Something wilder. Something not meant for words.

I don’t stay.

Because legends don’t linger.

We haunt.

We remind.

We vanish.

As night falls, I sit by a cold creek, moonlight painting my fur silver. Somewhere, an owl calls my name in a voice only I remember.

And in the dark, I whisper back—not with words. With longing.

Because I am not the monster.

I am the memory that walks.

Lost Words ©️

I stand upon the peak, where the wind howls like the voices of the fallen, where the sky bends low beneath the weight of all that has been and all that will never be. Below me, the world stretches vast and indifferent, a rolling tide of lands conquered and lives lost, yet in my chest, there is an emptiness no empire can fill.

I have razed cities to the ground, turned walls to dust, and bent the will of nations beneath my sword. But there is no force, no army, no fury of the heavens that can break the chains of the past. No blade can sever a bond already frayed by time, no siege can reclaim what was given freely and then squandered.

I cry out to the sky—to the gods who remain silent, to the spirits of the ancestors who watch from the void:

What is the worth of conquest, if the heart is a battlefield no victory can claim?

No horse can outrun the weight of what might have been. No banner can wave away the memory of hands that once reached for me, only to slip away into the abyss of their own making.

To wage war against time, against fate, against the choices already made—this is a battle even I cannot win. And so I stand, alone on the roof of the world, my war cry swallowed by the wind, knowing that some things are beyond even the reach of kings.

And this, above all, is my bitterest defeat.