Riding with the Dead ©️

It was sometime around supper, the Alabama sun finally bleeding out over the pines, painting the road in that syrupy, honeyed kind of light that makes you forget just how mean the world can be. We were riding in that beat-up side-by-side behind the cotton fields, wheels kicking up dust like red ghosts in the rearview.

She sat up front with her husband, her hair pinned neat like Sunday morning, even if it was only Friday. He was a Yankee—God help him—all tight shoulders and Indiana jaw, gripping the wheel like it might betray him. He didn’t fit in the seat or the silence. Didn’t know how to let the heat speak. His shirt was too clean, his mouth too closed, and Lord, did he drive like a man waiting to be punished.

She didn’t say much. Just looked out toward the tree line, where the light makes things look farther away than they are. She wasn’t angry. No, it was something quieter than that. Like maybe she’d made peace with something awful, or maybe she’d just grown too tired to pick the fight.

Their boy was in the middle, covered in dust and grinning like a possum. Laughing, wild, free. He didn’t know about inheritance yet. Didn’t know blood could bend time. He just liked the speed and the wind and being between them.

I sat in the back, out of the way, watching like I always do. I wasn’t there for the ride. I was there for the reveal.

And sure enough, it came.

I blinked. Just once. Nothing dramatic.

And when I opened my eyes, it wasn’t her and that Yankee at all. It was my paternal grandparents. My grandfather with his thundercloud eyes and rough hands, and my grandmother, stiff and sugar-laced, the kind of woman who could apologize and wound you in the same breath. They were sitting there, plain as day, but wearing different skin.

It was the way he held the wheel—like he wanted to win at driving. And the way she turned her head slightly away, not out of fear but survival. I saw it all—the old fights, the unsaid things, the long silences filled with obligation. I saw the dirt that never left the bloodline.

And that Yankee—poor fool—he didn’t even know he was wearing a ghost.

Because that’s the trick in the South: we don’t pass down heirlooms. We pass down wounds. And they ride with us, talk through us, love through us. Even when the voice has a northern accent and no idea what it’s inherited.

I sat there, just breathing, just listening to the wheels grind over the land my people never left. And I thought—Lord, she married a Yankee. But the curse? The curse stayed Southern.

Dial Tone Silence ©️

Out of Her Mind ©️

The cicadas hum their eternal song in the thick, syrupy heat of the plantation’s late afternoon, a hymn to a moment that stretches infinite yet fleeting. The house looms above the cotton fields, its white columns casting long shadows across the earth, shadows that seem to hold the weight of generations. But not today. Today, those shadows are empty, no longer tethered to the stories that birthed them. The past doesn’t live here anymore.

The breeze stirs, slow and deliberate, as if it knows this is the only moment that matters. Not the hands that built the bricks, not the whispers of things done and left undone. Not the echo of traumas buried in the ground. No, all of that has dissolved into the stillness of now.

Here, time isn’t a thread; it’s a pool, deep and reflective, swallowing everything that came before. The cracked leather chair on the porch holds no memory of the men who sat there, smoking cigars and spinning stories to fill the void. The fields don’t recall the hands that worked them, nor the voices that sang sorrow into the soil. Everything before this moment is weightless, scattered like cotton tufts on the wind.

And you? You stand here, barefoot on the cool planks of the porch, feeling nothing but the wood beneath your feet and the air on your skin. The past is a trick of the mind. Trauma? Just another ghost that dissipates when you stop feeding it.

The creak of the rocking chair breaks the silence, and for the first time, you realize it’s your own breath syncing to its rhythm. Inhale. Exhale. Each breath is an anchor, rooting you in the now. No faces linger in the glassy windows of the plantation house. No voices call your name from the fields. The past has no teeth here, no bite.

The sun dips low, painting the sky in purples and oranges that bleed together without lines, without boundaries—like this moment. There are no borders between you and the world, no yesterday to weigh you down, no scars to press against.

This is the truth the Southern air carries in its heavy embrace: the only thing real is what you feel right now, in this singular heartbeat. Let the rest fade. Let it fall away into the bayou mists and the tall grass whispering secrets to no one.

This moment is yours, untangled, unburdened, and as eternal as you choose to make it.