It Ends With Me ©️

He doesn’t rush the shot. The bow is drawn, but nothing is forced. There is no urgency in him anymore—only position.

At first, the world is loud. Birds cutting through the trees. Wind dragging across the field. Movement at the edges of his sight.

It’s all there. He doesn’t fight it. He breathes.

One layer fades. Then another. The birds disappear. The wind dissolves. The world loosens its grip, piece by piece.

Until there is only one thing left: The line. No past. No outcome. No noise. Just the point where he stands, and the place the arrow will arrive.

He is not thinking about the shot. He is inside it.

Breath settles. Body still. No excess movement. No excess thought.

He becomes the tension in the string. He becomes the path through the air. He becomes the arrow before it’s ever released.

And when it happens— it doesn’t feel like action. It feels like alignment completing itself.

The arrow is already there.

The Loony Bin ©️

Rise in the hour where shadows grow thin, Where the light stumbles drunken, unsteady with sin, And the breath of the house, thick with its ghosts, Swirls in the lungs of the living, its hosts.

The doors groan awake, their hinges alive, Each creak a confession, each whisper contrived. The floors swell and buckle, drunk on despair, Carrying feet that move nowhere, nowhere.

At the long gray table, a carnival of dread, Where laughter shivers, where hunger is fed. Plates hold their secrets, mute and profound, Forks strike their rhythm, but never a sound.

The gardens outside—if gardens they are—Are fenced with the ribcage of some dying star. The trees are frozen in screams of green, While the wind gnaws the air, rabid and keen.

In the midmorning haze, they march us to prayer, Kneeling in pews that don’t take our weight, And the hymn of the broken, with voices undone, Rises to rafters that swallow the sun.

Afternoon sways in its lunatic tide, With a shuffle of hands and dreams misapplied. Paintbrushes falter on canvases torn, Where visions are birthed, but stillborn, stillborn.

Then comes the night, the hallowed despair, Where pills are handed like sacrament there. One for the silence, one for the screams, One to deny the betrayal of dreams.

The walls hum their madness, their cobwebbed tune, While the moon hangs limp like a punctured balloon. And the voices—oh, the voices—they rise, they fall, A choir of sorrow echoing all.

Sleep is a rumor, a gambler’s deceit, A shadowy promise that falters, retreats. The bed becomes prison, the pillow a stone, And you lie there unburied, yet utterly alone.

And so, the wheel turns, the cycle restarts, A parade of the damned with clockwork hearts. But the house breathes on, devouring the years, Feeding its belly with whispers and tears.

Oh, to tear through the dawn like a thief in the sun, To break this mad orbit, to end what’s begun, But the house is a labyrinth, a trap sprung deep, And its strange routine is the price of sleep.