Before the Tide ©️

Fog comes in like a promise. Low and slow, like a ghost with secrets. I open my eyes beneath cedar roots and breathe in the earth like it’s an old lover. Cold. Damp. Sweet with rot.

There are no clocks here. Only tides.

I move quiet.

Bones like smoke. Skin like river light. I’m not a man, but I remember what it felt like to be one. That’s the curse, isn’t it? Memory. That tight little whisper you can’t ever drown.

The water’s warm today. Too warm. The kind of warm that brings hikers. Solitude seekers. Broken-souled wanderers. God, I love ‘em. They taste like hope.

There’s one now—I feel him before I hear him. Heart thudding against rib like a war drum. Young. Lost. His sadness hangs off him like soaked cotton.

I follow.

I do not stalk. I… accompany. He doesn’t know it, but he’s already said yes. Yes to the sound of his brother’s voice, yes to the lie carved from memory. “Help me,” I whisper. It’s soft, cracked, human. Perfect.

He turns.

It’s the eyes. The eyes always do it.

He falls.

The moment breaks like a mirror dropped in wet moss. I kneel beside him, wear his brother’s skin like a borrowed coat, and I look down at him with the kind of love only monsters know.

Not yet. I don’t kill. Not now.

I convert.

My hand on his chest. His breath catches, and the water begins to teach him the first hymn.

He’s going to forget everything. And when he wakes tomorrow, he’ll swim like a ghost and think like a god.

I’ll be there. In the shallows. Smiling.

End of the Fire ©️

I have marched across bridges soaked in blood and lined with silence.

I have preached from pulpits and prison cells alike.

And now, I rise—not with triumph, but with finality.

Because there comes a day, not when justice is merely demanded—but when illusion must be torn from the soul like a mask burned into the skin.

And so I say to you today, with the clarity of a bell struck in the dark: racism, as we know it, has become a ghost with no substance—fed only by fear, memory, and men who profit from the wound.

We once named racism for what it was: a system. A chain. A weapon. A machine built to break the backs of the sons and daughters of Africa. But that system, that machine, it has been fought. It has been bled. And though it is not wholly gone, it is no longer the architect of your soul.

No—racism is no longer a structure. It is a story some still choose to tell.

And it is here, in this hour, that I must say the hardest thing of all.

If you see your skin first,

If you see your struggle as permanent,

If you carry oppression as identity,

If you walk like Pharaoh’s chains are still rattling on your ankles long after the gates have been opened-Then you are not fighting racism.

You are keeping it alive.

Yes, the past was cruel. Yes, the road was long. But we did not bleed just so our children could inherit a new kind of bondage—one wrapped in the language of endless grievance and eternal victimhood.

You are not oppressed—you are powerful.

You are not hunted—you are here.

You are not what was done to you.

You are what rises in spite of it.

Some say they fight racism, but I say: they fight the ghost of it, because they fear the weight of being free.

It is easier to remain in struggle than to rise in strength.

It is easier to name an enemy than to face the mirror.

It is easier to blame a system than to build a future.

But I will not lie to you.

I will not keep you soft.

We are not marching anymore—we are ascending.

And heaven does not open for those who bring their chains with them.

So let the last word on racism be this:

We have overcome not because the world has changed—but because we have.

We are no longer shadows on the wall. We are the fire itself.

And if any man, Black or white, rich or poor, dares to keep racism alive in their mind when the law no longer holds it, when the chains have long rusted away,

then it is not racism that holds them back.

It is fear of who they must become without it.

Let it burn. Let it die. Let it go.

The dream was never meant to be a crutch.

It was a ladder.

And now that ladder reaches the stars.