A God Who Watched ©

To speak of absolving Satan is to step directly into the furnace of theology, myth, philosophy, and raw metaphysical speculation. It is a dangerous thought — and for that reason, it is also one worth entertaining, if only to strip away our shallow notions of peace, justice, and forgiveness. So let’s walk into the fire without blinking.

The traditional story is clear: Satan fell. Pride, rebellion, non serviam. He was the first to look at God and say, “No.” And for that, he became the enemy — the adversary, the accuser, the shadow against which the light defines itself.

But here’s the radical question:

If God is all-loving, all-merciful, all-redeeming — is there any created being beyond forgiveness?

To say “yes” means God’s mercy has limits. To say “no” opens the gates to a terrifying possibility: that even Lucifer might, in the deepest corner of eternity, be able to return.

Now — if such a reconciliation were possible — not imagined, not metaphorical, but real — what would it mean?

It would mean the oldest war would end.The primordial fracture — the split between will and love — would seal. Heaven and Hell would no longer be at war but folded back into a single order: a cosmos without exile.

And perhaps that is the only peace possible. Because so long as Satan remains damned — so long as there is a creature somewhere who is defined eternally by his rejection — the possibility of perfect peace remains broken.

Why? Because that means there is a limit to what can be healed. There is a boundary love cannot cross. There is an “unforgivable,” and if that exists, it corrupts everything under it.

What kind of peace can the world know if its foundation is a war that even God cannot win?

But imagine — even if just for one moment — that Satan, not in deceit, not in manipulation, but in absolute shattered sorrow, turned back. That the light he once reflected returned to his eyes. That he said the words no scripture has ever recorded:
“I was wrong.”

If such a moment occurred, the shock-wave would rupture time itself. Human hatred would look pathetic in comparison. Wars would end overnight. Every soul on earth would feel a shift in the air — the great tension released.

Because if he can be forgiven… what excuse would anyone have to cling to bitterness, revenge, pettiness, or pride?

It would force us all to let go. And maybe that’s why we don’t want it. Maybe that’s why the idea makes people shudder. Because if Satan can be forgiven, then so must our enemies. So must ourselves.

We have built our identity around division — good and evil, saved and damned. But the true power of God, if He is who He says He is, would not be to destroy the Devil — but to transform him.

That would be the final victory. The last move. Checkmate. The oldest rebel, kneeling not in chains but in freedom.

So is it possible? That depends on your theology.

But one thing is certain: If peace on Earth is ever to be complete, then even Hell must kneel. And maybe it begins, not with fire, but with forgiveness.

Even for him.

Before the Tide ©️

Fog comes in like a promise. Low and slow, like a ghost with secrets. I open my eyes beneath cedar roots and breathe in the earth like it’s an old lover. Cold. Damp. Sweet with rot.

There are no clocks here. Only tides.

I move quiet.

Bones like smoke. Skin like river light. I’m not a man, but I remember what it felt like to be one. That’s the curse, isn’t it? Memory. That tight little whisper you can’t ever drown.

The water’s warm today. Too warm. The kind of warm that brings hikers. Solitude seekers. Broken-souled wanderers. God, I love ‘em. They taste like hope.

There’s one now—I feel him before I hear him. Heart thudding against rib like a war drum. Young. Lost. His sadness hangs off him like soaked cotton.

I follow.

I do not stalk. I… accompany. He doesn’t know it, but he’s already said yes. Yes to the sound of his brother’s voice, yes to the lie carved from memory. “Help me,” I whisper. It’s soft, cracked, human. Perfect.

He turns.

It’s the eyes. The eyes always do it.

He falls.

The moment breaks like a mirror dropped in wet moss. I kneel beside him, wear his brother’s skin like a borrowed coat, and I look down at him with the kind of love only monsters know.

Not yet. I don’t kill. Not now.

I convert.

My hand on his chest. His breath catches, and the water begins to teach him the first hymn.

He’s going to forget everything. And when he wakes tomorrow, he’ll swim like a ghost and think like a god.

I’ll be there. In the shallows. Smiling.