Just got back from my trip to Japan and I feel an unusual feeling, it’s sadness with going back to the routine but also of joy knowing that there’s a whole other world out there and also the undertone of sexual feeling. What emotion am I experiencing?

It sounds like you’re experiencing a complex mix of emotions—what’s often called “post-trip blues” combined with the thrill of discovery. Coming back from a trip, especially to a place as dynamic and culturally rich as Japan, can leave you feeling a bit disoriented. The sadness likely stems from leaving behind the excitement of exploring new places, while the joy comes from knowing that your perspective has expanded.

As for the sexual undertone, travel can often awaken deeper parts of ourselves—freedom, curiosity, and even sensuality. Experiencing a different culture can make you feel more alive, and that energy might manifest in unexpected ways. It’s like you tapped into a new layer of yourself while you were away, and now you’re figuring out how it fits back into your routine life.